A DROP OF THE OCEAN

alhamdulillah,nikmat iman+islam~

If you never thank ALLAH s.w.t after every smile, then you have no right to seek help from him during hardships!

before life kt univerSal makin hectic

before otak pecah under pressure

before hati rase berat+sakit pendam sorg2

before mulut ringan sgt nk merungut2+men-ca-rut...

before rase down tahap petala mcm spm year

dan before hati b'bolak-balik ngan nikmat-Nya

jom kita refresh balik

jom kita reload balik

jom kita recharge balik eeman

but how?

simply....thank Him,ALHAMDULILLAH

"Nothing happens to us, except what Allah has decreed for us. He is our protector. In Allah let the Believers put their trust." [Qur'an 9:51]

even just about a week++

even sensei2 ckp "it's just a drop of the ocean"

tp dah rase cukup2 b'syukur

alhamdulillah AAJ ; kenapa?

1) chances blaja nihongo balik,bahkan lebih details+deeper

2) chances adapt with new envi yg totally different+opposite ngan characters+attitude aku

act,japan bukan 1st choice ak...

yup,mmg la dlm online application tu ak prefer nihon

but mcm separuh-paksa-rela-xtawnape-cukup syarat isi jeppp

why?

sbb otak+mata ak mcm sakit+menyampah bile tgk tulisan2 cina/korea/japan dan spesiesnya

serious,x tipu....

sbb jepun bosan...surrounding dull je.

tgk sensei2 jepun pun dah taw...

tgk bangunan AAJ je dah taw...

baju kemeja putih/warne2 cerah yg mmg mcm dah luntur colour baju tuh

bangunan yg putih+kekelabuan...

but alhamdulillah,hati makin lembut nk redha

hope continuosly istiqamah laa..

next week da start blaja kanji.aduyaiii

1 hari=13 ketul kanji

setiap hari makan starch tu (kanji)

1 minggu=65 ketul kanji

hailorhhh.yossh!

kt skola dlu pun,x smpai 30kanji kot dlm mase 4thn.ganbarut!!

1) chances blaja nihongo balik,bahkan lebih details+deeper

dulu blaja bhs formal je

now blaja informal version punye

cara cakap yg ala2 nihonjin (rakyat jepun)

hari2 sensei2 ajar suruh ringan2kan mulut ckp nihongo

hari2 sensei2 bagi motivation suruh keep going,sabar

hari2 jmp sensei2 yg sgt2 baik ajar nihongo mcm bdk tadika

2) chances adapt with new envi yg totally different+opposite ngan characters+attitude aku

*** punctuality

mmg tabik habess la psl nih...sgt2 punctual mcm budaya jepun.

should be class start kol8 pagi,kena ade 10min before...

mcm tc roha (math lecturer), die akan start class 10min before

so kena ade kt class 10min before tu lagi

means kol 7.40 dah kene ade...

aritu smpi class kol 7.45, ikutkan ak...tu dah kire awal la tu..

15min before kol8...tp masuk2 je,sume pandang kt ak.HAHA

ak ni sopan santun lak tu *ceyt,nk gak lalu pintu depan,haih..

memang wat grand entrance laa..

tc roha dah start class time tuh...baguih tol.

budaya punctual ni,sgt2 la opposite ngan ak.aduyaiii

dulu bukan dtg class on time, nk dtg before lagi mmg dlm mimpi laa

kt sini mcm kena siap2 1 hour before

since kolej kediaman ungku aziz ngan AAJ 'sangat2 la dekat'

mende ni lagi payah ak nk ikhlaskn hati

main hoki ley citer la peluh2

pakai baju kurung g class,then peluh2 tahap petala

ouh,so not me!

setiap class nihongo time intensive week nih,50min+10min break

syllabus memang tepat2 dperuntukkan utk 50min tu

x lebih,x kurang...

xde nye,t'exceed sambung next class ke...

bersama senpai2 yg seriously baik2 tahap petala

*memang x nmpak la ak...sape nmpak napi+im? (clue : baju batch,HAHA)

i know life after this will getting harder

tp selagi mampu kita bersyukur

baiklah kita cpt2 bersyukur

even kolej kediaman 'dekat sgt2' ngan class

bersyukurlah walaupun payah

bersyukurlah masih dkurniakan kaki yg sihat utk berjalan

even blaja nihongo smpai t'belitbelit lidah

bersyukurlah dpt chances nihongo

even punctuality sgt2 lah opposite

bersyukurlah Allah bagi chances nk practice balik

even blaja nnt sgt2 lah tough

bersyukurlah dpt chances sambung blaja balik

even new envi totally opposite ngan minat

bersyukurlah dpt chances kenal2+learn new knowledges~

enty kali ni based on life kt AAJ

life yg hanya a drop of the ocean

baru seminggu kt sini

fakta2 yg ak cerita ni sume within duration ni je

if lepas ni,sensei2 jepun tu x punctual,ak xtaw la.HAHA

if lepas ni sensei2 jepun tu,pkai kemeja merah menyala ke,jgn tanye ak.HAHA

even elaun belum masuk,pesanan penaja...

kpd scholars,x kire pape scholar pun...bersyukurlahhh

dont simply membazir sukasuki kau guna duit 27juta++ rkyat malaysiaa~

Most people who pray to Allah for certain things, end up with nothing. People often think that Allah gives us what we ask, however Allah gives us what we need. Due to our human nature, we don't see fit Allah's gift, and we end up with nothing, or end up making a bad choice by our limited knowledge.

SAKURA,FUJI-SAN MALIIII

Alhamdulillah,it has been a week.....so how?

fuhhh,bile dah smpi sini baru mcm t'sentak.perghh.

baru rse mcm loser gilaaa,xtaw pape.

member2 yg len rmai je rse mcm tuh,sbb xde basic nihongo.

tp ak loser kt mende lain.HAHA

yup,ak ade basic but x kemane pun ade basic tuhhh...

time ade basic kt skola tuh pun,kau loser...terkial-kial gak baca katakana.

so,i felt the same thing too...tp ak ley coop lg la ngan feeling nih.

what make me feel like a super duper loser is about things related with nihon.

anime,jpop,manga,nihonno chizu(peta jepun),etc...

HAHA.serious x penah t'lintas pun sume mendealah di atas kt batu jemala ak time nk prefer nihon.

" saya xtaw nape saya pilih jepun.saya hanya nk g jepun jeppp"

tu laa yg kluar dr mulut ak bile tomodachi+sensei+senpai tanye soklan cepumas yg mmg slalu ditanye time orientation week 'why u choose japan?'...

act,ak lg prefer okuni (negara) yg x memerlukan speaking ability in other languages except english....bukan ak gempakharam hebat english.booo! sama skali nope.tp sbb ak maleyh dah nk blaja bhs..but Allah knows.

"so,nape kau x prefer MARA? yelah,MARA kan byk choices negara,JPA ade sikit je kan..."

soklan nih,mmg ak sumpaaa malas nk jwb sbb ak dah sgt2 b'syukur ngan JPA..hanya mereka yg deserved utk taw a.k.a truly member ak je yg taw...

"abes,apehal kau x pilih german,france ke?"

kalau jepun yg ak ade basic tuh pun,t'kial-kial...then,nk wat cubaan berani mati amek german/france yg for sure lg ak akan t'kial-kial,lol...ok,fine..ckp la papepun.ak mmg pengecut!

dulu time masuk sbpi gombak,seriously smpai rebut2 ngan member2 batch nk masuk dlm list name kelas nihongo yg limited utk 30 org je kot...

yeah,dulu ak layan naruto,drama jepun sume...

kad2 naruto yg RM 1= 1 set kt pasar tuh,xyah ckp laa.belambak.

wristband naruto bagai.HAHA

gilaaa kt hero drama Pride laa.

but it had been years ago,lol.

bawah sarung bantal kt hostel siap tulis 'mechanical engineer-japan' segalakkk...

yup,childishhh..tp tuh mmg matlamat time tuh..

nak sangat2 la konon...

tp ak rase semakin semakin dan semakin tahpape kt nihongo bile sensei slalu x masuk klas..

rase best gilaa xde ckg masok,then ley wat homework/kerja2 lain time class nihongo.

sensei akan masuk once in a month or when exam was around the corner.HAHA

an hour punye class akan blaja byk gilaaa bab yg akan masuk time exam...

sebab ni laa ak makin rase tahpape kt nihongo.minat makin fade,blur...

end up ngan ak makin x minat drama jepun,

x suke dgr lagu2 jepun,menyampah ngan anime,

if dgr/t'tgk mende2 alah nih,ak akan tukar chanel/lagu cepat2.HAHA

ouh,betapa x sukenye ak ngan mende alah nih!

bukan x best,serious best weyhhh..

ak bukan la smpai x bace komik2 kartun jepun sume,ak penah je bace..

yup,mmg best.serious!

tp perasaan menyampah tuh mcm jd barrier yg sbbkan ak x layan lebey2..

x paham nape..

dulu kt skola,ak rase member2 yg layan anime,etc nih loser.

otoko,onna ke.same je..lagi2 otoko yg layan drama2 jepun...

otoko yg pilih jepun utk sambung study,ak rase mcm pondan *sori im,napi.HAHA

but now ak yg rase loser gilaaa.

pegi cafe,dok ckp psl gakusei..

otw g class dok ckp psl jpop,drma jepun...

time lecture,dok ckp psl anime...

time break,dok share2 cerita psl manga..

time bosan dlm lecture,dok sibuk lukis gamba2 kartun anime...

serious mcm kt mane2 mendealah tuh je laaa...

if time worldcup,org ckp :

"makan bola,tidur bola,sume bola"

but time kt AAJ :

"makan anime,tidur manga,sume nihon"

lagi2,time self-introduction...

senpai/sensei sibuk tanye, 'why japan?'...'minat ape?'...

then,bile jmp kohai (junior) yg same minat,jeritan seumpama "goaaaal!!!!" time world cup akan kedengaran tp dlm version yg lain.HAHA (read : excited tahap petalaa punye feeling)

seronok gilaaa if kau ley join sekaki...but the prob is,nk join mcm mane even single thing psl tuh pun kau xtaw.HAHA

time watanabe sensei explain psl nihon chizu tuh lg laaa...

baru kutahu sendai yg earthquake tuh dekat tgh2 nihon...ingatkn kt bwh skali...

baru kutahu hokkaido tu besar!!!!

baru kutahu nihon ade 47states...

even ramai member2 AAJ yg mcm ley sebut satu2 state kt peta2 jepun tuh..

empangan pecah woo! rase mcm xde matlamat nape nk g jepun senanye...

xde la rase down,sbb ak nk sgt2 g jepun just ak xde sbb yg interesting+ley share ngan org nape nk nihon....

x penah2 ak rase homesick mcm nih...but sbb mende nih buatkn ak rindu gilaaa member kamcheng... yelah,diorg x layan sume nih.HAHA

domou arigatou gozaimas kt wan syada yg sudi bazirkan hot tiket utk dgr ak spill.isk3

kt alia jugak *sori bil telefon rumah kau naik.hehe

like what husna and my umi said,nak xnak mmg kene gak minat sikit2,amek taw sket2...sbb kt nihon nnt mende tuh gak yg surround kite,xdpt elak...

ALHAMDULILLAH

*p/s : dear readers yg minat anime segalak,ak x benci korg minat hape pun...ak just spill ape yg ak rase...it was my fault too.gue punyaa feeling yg tahpape nih...tak penah pun t'lintas kt kpale ak time nk choose which country situation could be like this,haihhh

yup,boleh jadi something yg kita suka,x baik utk kita dan boleh jadi something yg kita benci,baik utk kita~

God helps those who help themselves.

A fact that we all know deep inside but tend to forget when things don't go our way.

Remember our job is to try our best, and seek Allah's help throughout!

HE CHOOSES, HE DESIRES

* assalamualaikum *

bismillah~
this post is a bit personal,xde la private but mcm syok sorang2..

it's just a relief after months of depressing...depressed about scholarship.
but the end-ALHAMDULILLAH...

1) TNB SCHOLARSHIP (uniten)

okay yg ni dah citer...xley nk share pape xperience kt junior2,coz i didnt attend the interview.bukan x mau but usha another drama with a big caps lock..dah? gelakkan la ak puas2,lol..JANGAN TIRU AKU :)

2) JPA SCHOLARSHIP

alhamdulillah,one the same day 'another drama with a big caps lock' tuh,i got jpa scholarship offer to attend the interview.

xperience ? usha ni pulokkk (",)

3) UPU

okay yg nih x pernah citer...ouh,please la jgn take for granted mende alah nih...

yg wajib isi 4 pilihan je tp ak isi je sume lapan2 since my big bro advised me to do so..

UM-asasi sn fzikal

UIA-asasi kjuruteraan

UIA-asasi sn fzikal

UITM-asasi kjruteraan

UIAM-asasi sn hayat

UTM-diploma kejuruteraan mekanikal (aeronautik)

UTM-diploma kejuruteraan mekanikal

UTHM-diploma kejuruteraan mekanikal

at first,i put UM-asasi alam bina in the 5th choice but my abg wont let me to do so since ak x minat pun senanye! HAHA.abg ak kate,if minat btol2 amek,if x minat jgn main letak je sbb nk penuh kan blank tuh,kang die bg btol2 yg x minat payahh..but ade je mmber ak isi sume empat2 yg wajib tuh u pilihan diorg yg diorg nk gilaa2 mcm lily omar+husna ismail.sume empat2 tuh diorg letak UIA,terbaekkk.at last,dpt la UIA...plus,if dpt course len kt UIA pun,senang nk tukar..tuh yg senior ckp la.the truth wallahu'alam~

alhamdulillah,ak dpt 1st choice tuh..even rse mcm ragu2 gak,nk UIA senanye...

4) PETRONAS SCHOLARSHIP

there're 2 part in this scholarship...1st-oversea prgramme,2nd-local prgram (UTP+nottingham campus malaysia+curtin university)..

ak apply oversea bukan sbb ak poyosss but sbb yg local punye ak maleyh nk post b'bayar RM20 kt CIMB bank...ak pk free2 burn 2ohengget ak,if x dpt.ley beli topup 1 hot ticket+1 topup hotlink bese.HAHA

ceyt,walhal there're other reasons....fobia dgn private U,tuh plg utama even UTP sgt2 lah canggih kebabowww!!

so,ak dioffer g eduquest camp petronas..kire mcm stage2 before kau ley dpt scholarship tuh..3 hari kot,if x silap...ke 2hari je.ntah la..

maleyh nk citer pjg2 psl eduquest nih sbb really grateful dpt join even mmg x hope pun dpt..

yg dpt offer g interview around 1000,but yg die nak 100++...HAHA

dgn result ak yg alhamdulillah but tak la segempak stret A+ mcm pekmas,razzy,pipah,eba dan koko ak yg juga alhamdulillah but bukan la smpi jd TKU mcm pai.so,ak mmg redha je la even ade la hope gak senanye..tipu gilaa if xmau scholarship tuh just nk xperience g eduquest,lol

ade mcm2 laa,but yg ak nk gtaw psl interview je..

ak dpt tajuk 'FOOD FOR THOUGT'...oke2,jgn carut2 if blur2.HAHA

sbb ak pun rse nk koyakkan task paper tuh....

ak dpt psl GM FOOD (genetically modified food)+biotech...rase mcm nk lempang diri sndri puas2 sbb tdo time ckg rahimah citer2 sket psl mende alah ni.ak sememangnye x berminat nk taw psl GM food tuh,time tuh rse x berpaedah pun ak taw...bukan msok dlm soklan spm..general knowledge je pun...

HAHA,sbb kan typical malay mind mcm ak laa rse nk lempang2...ILMU ITU SAMPAI MATI,lol. kan dahh sumpaa haram jadahh kau blur psl GM food tuh..mmg la die bagi point2 sket+recommendation..tp kau nk ellaborate ape if xtaw byk info psl nih...

ak x malu ngaku,ak punye point mmg sumpaaa useless,ulang mende same je kot..half A4 jepp.org len penuh mcm wat essay section B time SPM.

end up,tnggu punya tunggu,di pagi yg sejuk mmbeku,check online petronas...

ouh,ak x dpt...dah ready pun...but normal la ble dgr org len dpt,rse sedey...

ak taw if korg jd ak pun,mesti korg rse mcm "rzeki gilaaa weyhhh"...nape?

mmber ak,maisarah ahmad dpt g australia wat account even die x stret A pun,borang application x lengkap pun,dan die apply overc utk 2nd choice...die g eduquest camp utk local punye...

see? ALLAH KNOWS..korang xyah la nk poyoss2 korg stret A+ ke,koko sumpaa gempak haramjadahh ke...but if He said it cant be,yup it couldnt be.senang citer...

mesti ade yg ckp,"alaa,gune cabel buleyh laa citer..."

hanggung hang,if gune cabel pun,but Allah punye cabel kate xley..xley gak laaa,lol.

*so,kpd junior2 korang apply je sume weyh! lantak la syarat kate minimum A- walhal korg B+..so what? ape ade dgn result? tuah ayam nmpak kt kaki,tuah manusia sape taw..FAKE! Allah tahu laaaa~

5) KPLSM (physics)

i hd been offered for this interview..tc physics wannabe.replace ckg saidah,thought.HAHA.
daydreaming,aint u?? giloss ape nk ganti ckg saidah,lol..ak taw even org slalu je ckp "ouh,ckg je? penat2 kamu score 11 subj,end up ngan ckg je?"

"........cikgu je?........"

okay,PAUSE THERE.watdeheck ckp ckg je...weyh,nk jd ckg bukan aci redah tangkap muat je...kau kne byk2 sabar,gilaa2 minat tahap gaban....if tak,kau just mcm loser utk ank bangsa kau..*ouh,yeah..ak mmg patriotik,so what?!

okay,ble difikirkan msk2,ak senanye just minat physics tuh je.bukan physics teacher...ak taw ak x mampu jd ckg...bukan je xley be the best ckg yg ley dpt anugerah time hari guru but ak taw ak x mampu pun nk ade title ckg,tc,ustazah ke..

"ckg iman,saye x fhm laa prinsip Archimedes nih...undang2 Boyle tuh saya okay je time ckg wat revision.." - kata2 ank murid impian ak yg x wujud pun *ouh,BM?? kan nnt nk tukar BM blek but ajar terms2 dlm english..kot laa,HAHA

so,interview nih ak x g laa...if smate-mata nk amek xperinece,okay je but umi said just let it go..give it to others who really want to be a teacher...

6) YPM (yayasan pelajaran mara ) ----> JAD programme (japanese association degree)

okay,mende nih ak dpt taw dr mmber umi ak...ak maleyh dah nk apply pape since sangat2 lah penat nk uruskan mende alah procedure scholarship nih..but since umi asked me to do so,yeah skang sume gune duet..ak pun ikut je le....

even ak maleyh nk manage scholarship application yg kene post-mengepost nih tp ak redha je laa.even YPM nih lg byk cekadak...

alhamdulillah,one day before jpa result,i got a call from YPM..

akak YPM : assalamualaikum,ni cik nurul iman amanina ke?

saya *hua3 : ouh,ye saye... (dlm hati ak,spe lak nk prank ak lg nih..ni bukan suare wawa)
akak YPM : bla bla blaa blaaa

fuhhhh,berpeluh ak...ingatkn td akak jpa call nk gtaw dpt scholarship tuh..

ouh,ak dipanggil utk hadir ke sesi temu duga YPM nih,ari sabtu..

ak mmg doa gilaa2 jpa x delay lg,if tak...pecah otak ak nk pley UM ke YPM nih..
bukan ape,ak dah penat sgt2 dah nk tggu scholarship nih...
empangan pecah bagai bile mood swing sbb kelecehan+ke'stuck'an time nk apply pape scholar..
so,if x dpt jpa...mmg ak kene redah lg laa mood swing segala bagai tuh..

rabbi yassir walaa tu'assir,ya Allah...

ahamdulillah,dpermudahkan urusan....Allah tahu+dgar hati yg mcm nk pecah ni...

Alhamdulillah,finally around kol3 pagi ari jumaat tuh means dah msok sabtu laa,setelah empangan pecah menunggu link jpa clear+ tak jam,dpt gak msok link tuh...

alhamdulillah,KEJURUTERAAN JEPUN

so,YPM punye interview pun ak x pgi...

last,kpd junior2 yg t'bace post nih....nah usha YANG INI ,it might be helpful..general knowledge,huh? ouh,link td psl xperience member2 ak time interview2 yg diorg join..

interview cikgu,UEM,etc..nk taw lg,usha lorhhh :)

If you make intense supplication and the timing of the answer is delayed,do not despair of it. His reply to you is guaranteed but in the way He chooses not the way you choose,and the moment He desires not the moment you desire

~ ibn Ata'illah Iskandari