even our moms are far away from us,shoud be very grateful they're still with us in this world
try muhasabah blek,layak ke kita nk persoalkn keadilan Allah? seriosuly,layak ke?
even our moms are far away from us,shoud be very grateful they're still with us in this world
try muhasabah blek,layak ke kita nk persoalkn keadilan Allah? seriosuly,layak ke?
"The world is a vehicle for you. If you drive it, it will deliver you to your destination. If it drives you, you will be destroyed." ~ Imam Hasan al-Basri ~
salam bloggie doggie :) ahahaha.mcm bunyi ape je
alhamdulillah,dpt gak update post baru :) :)
rasenye,ak x pernah share mende best2 psl AAJ...
sume yg ak citer sblum ni,psl study yg tensi+mood yg sedey+life yg hectic,etc...
gaya mcm ak hidup kt sini sengsara sgt je,x hepi langsung
..seriously,DUSTA gler life kt sini x hepi langsung...
just it takes times for me to adapt.ALHAMDULILLAH.
now dah sem II,alhamdulillah byk gak la pahit manis..ceyhhhh,ayat nk gempak je
alhamdulillah gak,sikit demi skit Allah tunjukkan hikmah blajar kt sni even at the 1st place, choice utk further study g jepun bukanlah choice yg ak nk gilaa2...
i'm still seeking for other hikmah...His hikmah :)
batch 30th RPKJ (rancangan khas persediaan ke jepun) ni
mula2 time orientation week ade 104org...
then,ble tempoh 3 intensive week tu habis,ade 101 org je..
pastu,rmai je yg dpt scholar yayasan mara utk JAD (japanese association prgramme),tp dorg x g,nk stay kt aaj...but ade sorg otoko (laki) dpt scholar kementerian jd ckg bhs mandarin,and now die skang kt beijing dah,so tgl la 100 org...lawa kn no tu?
but,mlm td baru dpt taw,sorg otoko ni nk keluar dr prgramme ni..so,now ade 99 org batch 30th RPKJ :(
alhamdulillah,Allah beri kekuatan utk stay kt prgram ni :)
MATHEMATICS
"Beautiful people are not always good, but good people are always beautiful."
[Ali Ibn Abu Talib (R.A)]
“yang ada ini sudah harapan kita,tetapi bukan salah utk kita mengharapkan yg belum ada....tetapi jgn lupa yg telah ada” -Hamka
Wear your Deen(islam) as a crown on your head and hold the Dunya(world) in your hands, Whenever your crown of Deen moves outta place you have to empty your hands of the Dunya to fix it - random quote
Sumimasen.gomen2 kt member yg x sudah2 surow ak update blog…
Currently,sgt2 busy since kimatsu shiken (final exam) sgt2 la dekat dan ak hanyalah student cikai yg ble x blaja result hancusssssssssssss :’(
Lame dah x update.bukan xnak…jikang ga nai (xde mase)
Mood pun turun naik ikut hormone,lol since my besties sorg demi sorg g jauh tinggalkn Malaysia,irbid (jordan) maliiiiii…..
Never blame them malah sgt2 happy utk dorg,bersyukur sgt masing2 dmurahkan rezeki..
Tp ak gak hamba yg lemah,sgt2 lemah bila diuji :’(
Dulu time kt skola ade je member tanye :
Member : Iman,betul ke nk amek engineering ni? Yelah,rmai laki…member pompuan davix spe je pun nk amek engineering..
But now,realised…sgt2 susah hidup without member pompuan davix (dollavix)
sgt2 respect la those yg ley survive without davix...yeah,takes times nk adapt....
Ok,fine time cuti ley slalu contact…
Tp cuti di AAJ sgt2 b’beza dgn kolej/uni lain….dah la seminggu je plg lame,u len cuti,aaj x cuti…
AAJ cuti,Uni lain x cuti…
Rindu skolaaa…hajat di hat ink g skola,tp dgn sape? Time ak cuti,tu im+napi je cuti…member pompuan lain x cuti….
Menipu giler ak dipulaukan kt AAJ,xde member…
Bukan mslah ade member lain/xde…ADE dan ramai lak tu yg baik2…
Tp ak manusia biase,bukan hati kering….mesti la rindu tahap petala kt people yg kau dah rase mcm family :’(
5 tahun kot…5 tahun mcm2 happened..TOGETHER
Last2,tahan pendam sorg2 sbb xnak susahkn sape2..
Dan takut org lain memperlekehkan masalah remeh ni…
Finally,semalam after class…spill
Since sensei lepaskan 15minit awal dr klas2 lain,ak jalan la sorg2…layan mood sendiri…
Xtaw nk call sape since hp izy ade prob xley nk reply msg,huhu
Then,ingat kt my umi je tros…call umi
Umi : xpe,sabar je even penat blaja…manjadda wajada..dulu umi x jadda so today umi x wajadda…
Iman : (meleleh) penat..dah la susah nk contact member pompuan davix skang…husna+alia sume dah jauh (meleleh lagi)..................
Petang tu jalan kaki sorg2 smbil nangis kt hp ngan umi,..*ak taw mcm bdk kecik,so what? Loser gilosss
Ak akan ingat davix+integomb ble study dah penat sgt2,xde idea..rindu time dulu2
Nape lak nk rindu mereka yg jauh? Yg dekat2 ade je lagi..yg dah fly tu gak rindu
Tipu gler x rindu afaf,hafsah,tango,yana sume….rindu sangat2
demi Allah,tak berniat pun nk compare mane2 member..
org tua ckp,potong jari la kalo ak x rindu dorg tahap petala..
Tp time awal2 ak masuk AAJ,ble ingat davix time tu gak la kebetulan wan syada message…
Teros call wann…
Ble bosan,msg mereka yg len,xreply…..ak taw masing2 dah bz.serious,x salahkn sape2....
situasi dah x same mcm dlu2 :(
X salahkan sape2 pun,persahabatan pun bukan diukur ikut sms,call sume kan?
tp tu je la instant connection ble time kau sedey/nk share smthing hepi ke….
Those people yg dah fly tu la antara people yg akan jd connection plg pantas,wiFi habesss….
tp somehow kita silap,act....His connection much more valuable :)
Ak bukan harapkn sume member fhm ak,tp just nk ade member jd pendengar mcm dulu2 :’(
But now is not the same old great time that we went through together
Maybe ade hikmah nape ak sorg2 dollavix t’campak kt sini…
smpi ble nk harapkn member kan? chill laaaa...grow up la,weyh!
Even nk contact member skang dah susah,tp ak bersyukur sbb nk contact family still senang :)
Masih ade umi,abah,abang,wanis jd pendengar setia…
Tanx gak kt imran+faris yg slalu ak kacau ble teringat davix
Even totally xkan same mcm ak share dgn dollavix sbb korg homosapien berlainan jantina…
special dedicate kt member2 davix yg selama ni ak dah susahkn sbb jd pendengar setia pencen xdapat gaji since life kt integomb lg :
husna alia wan afaf hafsah tango yana izy faris imran fairus wawa athie baiti
sumimasen,gomen2…aaj no tomodachi…doumo sumimasen :
iffah nawarah mira
davix yg lain,jgn lak ukur our frenship by this list above…..
like husna said,DAVIX just someone special yg memang jd memory impossible gilosss nk lupa :)
ak taw ak kuat,try to be strong+independent…
xnak dah susahkan sape2,baru kt AAJ,cool je laaaaa kan? Japan,huh?
*p/s : credit to izy for those pic
His connection between us = totally valuable :)
assalamualaikum :)
alhamdulillah...masih mampu b'nafas,nikmat iman+islam~
byk mende nk share,but dah tepu
blog pun dah b'sawang...
so lets refresh+reload our iman back :) :)
currently,went a talk from a brother,bro naim
at kolej 11,universiti malaya
"ZERO TO HERO"
that's the title.wink!
before talk tu start,met my fren here,izyana...
tanye kabo segalakkk,share citer sket2
irmujahidah : so,how was ur life?
izy : alhamdulillah,ok je...tp mcm bese la,susah...bla b
laa blaa blaa
irmujahidah : hmm,,,mane2 pun susah en..ak pun rase,masuk aaj ni mcm nasib2 je,rezeki laa gitu
the rest is history...
back to the main topic here
nk share sket input dari bro naim nih..
sgt2 topup rase yg b'main-main kt mind ak selama ni.huhu
QUALITY IS NEVER AN ACCIDENT
"xde benda kt dunia ni berlaku secara kebetulan,semua Allah dah rancang..even kt dunia byk accident kt jalan raya tp accident tuh sendiri Allah dah tentukan...bpe org yg cedera,kt angle mane/part kereta yg mane rosak,kaca yg jatuh melantun ke mane sume..sume Allah dah plan siap2" -bro naim
quote atasnni buatkan ak t'senyumm jepp :)
bro naim :
" xde sorg pun manusia/makhluk kt dunia ni, Allah jadikan utk ujikaji...Allah jadikan manusia tu sebaik-baik kejadian...."
lets say laa,an engineer...
kene invent an engine,the best one...engine tu
lak akan dimuatkan kt sebuah kereta nih...so,engineer2 ni akan struggle gila2,wat machine tu..but at last,hanya yg terbaik tu akan dijadikan engine utk kereta keluaran syarikat tu,engine2 lain,x digunekan pun...see?
lumrah ciptaan manusia..try usha ciptaan Allah,semua Allah bagi chance yg same hirup udara. xde lak kita dibuang-buang dr sisi Allah...buang bayi len citer,tuh salah manusia hati kering..salah kita sendiri,if kita rase jauh dr Allah...
maybe some of us,ade yg rase ape yg ak rase gak
"rezeki jeppp,x layak pun senanye...maybe sbb rmai x apply,ak dpt masuk sini"
"alahhhhh,ak masuk sini sbb mak ak suruh..."
"ak x suke sgt masuk situ,tp ntah la...xtaw nape ak nk gak pgi"
"ak still x pasti,betul ke choice yg ak pilih"
bla...blaa...blaaa...mcm2 keluar dr mulut masing2
QUALITY IS NEVER AN ACCIDENT.enough.alhamdulillah.smile :)
next,
" Berlumba-lumbalah kamu utk dapatkan keampunan drpd Tuhanmu dan syurgaNya yg luasnya seluas langit dan bumi"
x dpt nk dipastikan,ayat nih dr surah ape.ana asif sgt2
ayat nih gambarkan kt kita betapa syurga Allah tu luas sgt2...
penah x kita dgr...people ckp camni :
"buat ape nk buat baik byk2,,nnt riak je lebih...lagi pun,kalau ak masuk syurga,muat ke syurga tu? nnt ramai sgt,mesti x muat.."
tetttt.tetttt..pause there.
mcm mane kita taw syurga Allah tu x muat?
dah terang2 ayat ni ckp,betapa syurga Allah tu seluas langit dan bumi...subhanallah
x salah if kita nk lumba2/b'saing nk dpt keampunan Allah,mardhotillah (redha Allah)...
mmg kene put an effort,right?
" Tidak aku ciptakan jin dan manusia melainkan beribadah kepadaNya"
pernah x dgr ayat ni,then rase mcm....eh,xkan la nk solat je memanjang smpi kesudahhhh?
silap kita if kita fikir macam nih...
ibadah tu bukan setakat ibadah asas (solat,puasa,haji je...)
tidur,blaja,main,sume ibadah....ibadah umum.
but,macam mane nk jadikan ibadah umum ni dikira benar2 ibadah kepadaNya?
1) niat kerana Allah
2) ikut syariat Islam
3) x melanggar ibadah asas
4) bersungguh-sungguh
something to be highlighted here....
3) x melanggar ibadah asas tu mcm mane???
meanss,if kita betul ni..sungguh2 nk belajar,jmp kawan,main bola ke...
tp bila masuk waktu solat,terus solat
bila main bola,bola jaring ke,hatta main kejar2 pun try tanya diri bila tgk cermin..
dah tutup sume ke? ok dah tutup..fine.jarang x jarang..pakai seluar 3 suku bwh lutut,bila duduk nmpak x kepala lutut tu? hmmm...if sume lulus,tu baru dikira pahala beribadah :)
4) bersungguh-sungguh
hadith rasulullah ade menyebut,mafhumnya "sesungguhnya Allah sangat menyukai hambaNya yg tekun+bersungguh-sungguh"
memang kene put an effort,let say...ade tournament,ok fine..
try pulun abes2...
ade exam,buat betul2...
ini bukan soal,kau skema if kau buat homework+tutorial+assignment segalakkkk
maybe rase remeh je mende nih..but try muhasabah balik...
bape lame dah Allah bagi chance hidup kt dunia? ok,18tahun..
bape lame lak kita benar2 beribadah kpdNya? tepuk dada,tanya iman kita :)
last but not least..
" Nikmat yg t'besar selepas nikmat iman+islam ialah nikmat kefahaman" -yusuf alQadhrawi
bape ramai dari kita yg ade nikmat iman+islam tp kurang nikmat kefahaman..try tanye diri kita balik :)
isi perkongsian kali nih,dr bro naim sendiri...
dialog2+perbualan tuh hanyalah coretan ingatan ak,hambaNya yg lemah J